LAst day in B clinic

We dont have to go to Hospital until Tuesday, and then it is E clinic with Dr Gajjar :)
Regina is not feeling very well. She has a runny nose and tummy problems. If she poops 2 more times today I have to take her back to hospital and they have to find out what causes her Diarrhea. She also has to take antibiotics for cold and apetite stimulants , because we really do want to get off the TPN. Today she have not eaten anything and she shows no signs of hunger. I told nutritionist lets keep her on TPN over the weekend because I don't think she will eat much during this " down " time.
Her counts are revovering nicely. Everything looks grate. I wish she had attitude makover, because her lately negative attitude is starting to annoy me a bit. Everything is bad for her, people are bad, doctors are bad, home is bad, weather is bad, food is bad, friends are bad>..... MANNER are B A D. I really hope she'll change because enough is enaough and she has to understand when and where, but she just ignores me when I tell her about how to behave or when to say Hi, and you welcome and thank you.

About me, my "scars" are not hurting me at all, BUT I got killer headace. I think it is mostly because I am over tired. Last night I only got 5 hours of sleep, night before that 4 hours. Most hours I got to sleep here in st Jude over this 6 months is 6 hours and that happened only maybe once in 2 months. After we get back to home I really need to get away from all of it for a while. I really do. Just me, nobody else. I want to spend a day in the spa, get a manicure and pedicure, get my hair colored, loose 15 lbs, start eating healhy again( right now I am in vending mashine Diet, and it is not working, lol). I have to start exercising more , take my friends out to eat, give my husband MUCH needed attention, start cooking again( I can come to your house and cook dinner for you, just call me and I'll be there ;) )). THen I want to scrapbook more , have ADULT conversation , eat slice of caramel cheescake, dress up and go clubbing, drink cosmopolitans, bleach my teeth, get my permanent retainer out. And I really want to go to Hollywood and just walk around. But most of all, I want our FAMILY to be family again. And I want to REDECORATE our master bedroom, because it looks horrible. If you check out our photo album(links) then you see what I mean. I want it to make our getAway retreat, stress free zone. :)

OK, OK, this is 1/3 of all the things I NEED to do. Soon you hear about the rest of the list :)