Today we went to hospital 10AM and got back to Target house 6PM. She was supposed to receive some blood today but pharmacy ran behind so we waited extra 3 hours. Finally 3o'clock they had blood and she had 3 hours quiet time watching tv and making fun of me because I got so frustrated with my super Mario game. lol.
her counts are lowANC is around 1000. Platelet count is high enough not to get platelet transfusion. But her moodiness is driving me grazy. nothing seems to make her happy. Whatever I do seems wrong. Whatever I say makes her cry, Whatever I by for her( Because she wants it), it is not good . I dont know if it ever returns back to normal- our life I mean. I met some great people here and they are great support and it helps some degree to talk to others but I'm the one in the end who has to find the right solution what to do or how to behave. When she has her good days she is the sweedest girl ever. She kisses and hugs me. She sings me songs. She tells me I'm the best mommy in the whole world. And I tresure moments like that. But I wish there were days like that more. Not once a week - I want her to behave that sweet way every day. :)
My sister went to Grizzly game yesterday. She went with Fed-Ex corporate people. They had lot of fun. :) Our brother back in Estonia was really jelous, because basketball is his life. He was watching the whole game from TV. they actually showed that game in Estonian Television.
I want to go out to dancing and drinking. I really do. I'm so tired not able to do anything adultish. I can say - I'm about to began a virgin again. Ups, did I really say that? I MISS YOU HONEY!! :)