Wednesday, August 5
YOu know how much I want to post whole page of happyfaces and tell you that everything will be ok again. But sadly, third times since 2004 I have to tell you - News that we got today were worst possible news again . Dr Dhall tryed to be positive and tell us that maybe..... But we saw THE SCAN. UGLY. UGLY . UGLY. UGLY.
You have no idea how much I hate cancer , how much I have hated it all thse years. How much I hate that SINGLE CELL that started multiplying ... and turned into... SPNET.
If you ask about HOW much time we have with her- then you know the answer- WE HAVE NO IDEA. We take one day at a time and try to make the best of it.
AHHH. I don't feel like writing anymore. We apreciate your good thoughts , Prayers, EVERYTHING YOU GUYS DO :) We love you for being here for us. :)
I got few WHAT CAN WE DO FOR YOU questions. -- Please don't be afraid to contact us, or ask questions, or step by once in a while :) We love guests, AND PLEASE TAKE BOTTLE OF WINE OR VODKA WITH YOU ;) hint, hint hehehe....
But really, please don't send soft toys or blankets- we have one way to many :( If you really want to help , then instead of buying a toy, send us a check that can cover medical bills( to Diana or Nick Tan) ( YES< OUT of network bills still need to be paid ).
Barbara Britt will make some phonecalls and help us set up hospice/pallative care meeting.