Sunday, August 30
Past 2 days I have been trying to create photo slide show for her funeral service. I have way to many good pictures of her and feel like the whole service will be loooong slideshow.. SO yeah.. hehe.
I also have been thinking about who I want to say something in Reginas funeral... I also want it to be "happier" event color vice... NO black please, OR black combined with happy colors is ok. OR EVEN BETTEr, mismached clothes, JUST THE WAY REGINA LOVED IT :) I never told her what to wear or how to wear it. IF I chose clothes to her and she did not like MATCHED clothes, she went back to her closet and dressed herself HER WAY:) hehe She is free spirit she knows what she wants, how she wants it and when she makes it happen.... Respect Regina :)
.. I KNOW I SHOULD NOT write about it, but it is like talking out loud to all of you once, instead of one person after another....
Gabriel-- He is sweetheart :) He has been trying so hard to make Regina smile and laugh today. She even got punished for it :( srry gabriel.... When Regina did not wake up for lunch and dinner today, Gabriel suggested that he goes upstairs and makes some silly faces for REgina and does some crazy bootydance, maybe then REgina wakes up and laughs, and eats her lunch and dinner... / Gabriel really does care about Regina a lot and that what hurts the most. I don't know what will happen later. I have no idea.
I also ordered REginas cremation urn today.... It is beautiful stone urn. I added custom Engraving Reginas name and years....
Longer , sadder days ahead.
PS... all of you have been so nice and caring and chreerful and thoughtful. I know you all want to help. Please do so :) Do it the way you want. Do it the way YOU know how to help. If you feel like it come in and bring some healthy food, if you want, you can come in and clean my kitchen , or living room, or bedroom. If you want , you can step by and just say HI and give us a hug ...:)
PLEASE DON't bring sweets , or cookies, or cakes. Regina has stopped eating, and we don't want to waste any food. If you care about our heart , send fruits, vegetables, something practical , giftcards,books, magazines, or cash/checks.