I went to doc's office today  to make appointment to get full physical.  Scheduler told me that they dont have anything before september 8th, which is the day I  go back to Memphis. SO right there, in front of that scheduling table I started crying.   I started telling her why I need apointment sooner and what is going on with Regina and I cryed. I felt bad crying but I could not stop. She understood and told me that it is ok to cry and  she made    apointment for me on Monday. She  rescheduled somebody elses apointment. Thanks . It really means lot to me. 
I feel better now but still feel like crying. :(
Regina is coloring now. She has taped the  pictures she colors on the family room wall. And I allowed her to do that. What a good mom I am. And she is getting really good at coloring and drawing pics.  She draws like  7 year old. Details, details, details. And  she is a great copy cat. What ever you draw she can draw. She is our little artist.
Gabriel  is in daycare now. I want to spend more time with him, but the same time but I just feel too tired to play or  do other activities with them. I love my kids  and husband  and I hope they forgive me for  me wanting to be alone now for a while  :(
 
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