Friday, October 23
Every day is different.I had couple of very emotional days, and couple of very happy days..
I want to start out thanking those who sent us money instead of flowers, :) Money helped us cover Reginas funeral cost completely and we even paid off some medical bills. THANK YOU :):):):):)
Now my emotions are just weird. Couple of days ago I got a card for Regina... VERY LATE BIRTHDAY CARD... AHHHH I could not even finish Reading it. It was sent on time, but most likely it got lost in mail somewhere, and got delivered month late.. :(
I also got Reginas Funeral DVD done by Earl Their website is http://corelann.com/ I strongly recommend them.
Gabriel is still missing Regina very much. There are days he does not want to do his homework, and argues with me for an hour or so, and then he could read book couple of times, but seems like his mind is somewhere else. Same with Math. We constantly talk about Regina and tell him that is ok to miss her and feel sad and cry, and talk about her whenever you want. And he says OK :)
Now that REgina is gone I have lot of time in my hands.. RIGHT?? But it does not mean that I am ready to do something big. I am not ready to go back to school, I am NOT ready to find a job in "McDonalds" When TIme is right I will do it, but right now time is not right.
Anyway, Yes, I am still bitter at times but I am getting better. I will always miss Regina and wherever I go I see her footprints...