Sunday, April 4

Another First..

First Easter without my Beautiful  Regina.  I Have been trying to keep myself busy, hanging out with friends, doing gazillion things same time, blasting music so loud I can't hear my own thoughts.. But the truth is  It  is not helping at all.

Yesterday we had Easter Egg hunt.  I just channeled my thoughts away from it.. Trying to think about things that don't remind her.   Again, not  successful... after I got home  from hunt and shopping.. I just worked out and cried ..  It was good, Crying was good.  But today I feel same all over again... 
I look out  to my back yard and  in my mind I see walking in her nightgown from  one end to other trying to get some Easter eggs...

Oh.. I miss her soo much.

2 comments:

Kathy said...

Your beautiful girl, we thought of her (and your family) yesterday.

But maybe the earthquake distracted you also, for at least a moment?

I don't like earthquakes much, I'm glad we were in the O.C. for that.

Leah said...

I think of her daily so I can only imagine how much you miss her.