First Easter without my Beautiful Regina. I Have been trying to keep myself busy, hanging out with friends, doing gazillion things same time, blasting music so loud I can't hear my own thoughts.. But the truth is It is not helping at all.
Yesterday we had Easter Egg hunt. I just channeled my thoughts away from it.. Trying to think about things that don't remind her. Again, not successful... after I got home from hunt and shopping.. I just worked out and cried .. It was good, Crying was good. But today I feel same all over again...
I look out to my back yard and in my mind I see walking in her nightgown from one end to other trying to get some Easter eggs...
Oh.. I miss her soo much.
2 comments:
Your beautiful girl, we thought of her (and your family) yesterday.
But maybe the earthquake distracted you also, for at least a moment?
I don't like earthquakes much, I'm glad we were in the O.C. for that.
I think of her daily so I can only imagine how much you miss her.
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