July, 30th, 2004
Today was such a great day. It started 11.00 AM. St Jude hosted first Talent show ever. :)
Regina, Claire, and brook sang a song and danced. I forgot what is the name of it but it went someting like this - thumbs up, elbows back, feet apart, knees together , bottoms up etc. They learned it during the summer camp and they all did great. Their little performance was a hit. Everybody loved it. Regina was wearing her Belle dress and shoes and was cute as ever. She got so many comments how pretty and beautiful and cute she looks. I'm so proud of her. At first she told me she does not want to do it, but finally when we went to back to hospital she said she was ready to sing and dance is front of the audience. AND she did not get stage fright! You go girl!!1 :)
After that she had her Radiation treatment- she did really well. Did not move at all. Then we went to Costco , bought some water. Then I found Kohls- my favoite store in the Whole wide world. I needed a suitcase and since kohls always has sails I got one bright red suitcase on sale 60% off- I payed 78 dollars. It is huge red suitcase :)
After that we went to see The Cinderella story- she loved it. It was to " CHEEZZZZZY " for me. Boy meets a girl, girl meets a boy, blah, blah , blah. Classic Disney. But oh well, all the things we do to make our kids happy. And I want to make her happy, but the same time I'm really , really tired doing everything she wants. I want to do something I WANT! She even gets frustraited when I talk to somebody Little WAY to long- 10 minutes. She let's me know by interrupting me and telling me that MOM, YOU NEED TO TALK TO ME!! WTF?????? I've been told by 4 year old what to do, what to wear and with whoom to talk to. Only thing she does not tell me is WHAT should I eat. But she did mention that I got bigger. Yeah, you heard it right. SHe monitors my weight.
Righ now she is in bed and watching video. I just changed her dressing(central IV line dressing, if you wonder) . She wanted to play here instead, but I told her that It is my time now. Chill out babe!!!