Thursday, December 9
Was I the only one who did not watch GLEE??
She wanted Christmas miracle so badly , she believed in santa and all, and in the end she got it. :D GOod for her. Her boyfriend got to walk .. Even for a minute:D
But. If I believed in santa, and had one wish, I am sure, you all know what I would wish for. ... EVEN writing this makes me tear up. I was very angry with the show writers. How could they write such a story, how could they make some 17 year old still believe in santa, and in the end she gets her wish???
Oh , you have no idea how much work I still have to do before I find my "safe place". I am still lost in so many levels". At times I am still numb, I still hear other people blabbering about some weird pimple on their 2 year old, and I just smile and go. .OK, It will get better...
I have one wish for myself.- I want to get better. I want to find safe place for myself. I wan't to be me and not worry about people feeling pity for me when I cry out of blue.
I wan't to get better.