Friday, February 5

It is weird. I remember 2, 3, 4 February's that Regina and I spent in hospitals. Drawing pictures ,making hearts, cutting out hearts... At first I feared it. I feared february, like I feared November, December.. But , I am starting to like it. I love finding hearts she drew, I LOVE finding postcards in drawers, in her closet, In her make up box. It makes me smile. I remember last february and CHLA.. Heart she made.. I still have it :) yes, I love February.

Things have been alright around here. Gabriel is a great student in LNES, once in a while he does get a lover score, but then I give him a serious speech about.. WTF where u thinking?? HOW MUCH IS 8X9 again... JUP.. it is 72. NOW, for 72 hours you are not allowed to play WII.. hhihihihiii.. lol. AND then, screaming starts , like I am about to murder him. I just stare at him and tell say... EVERY minute u cry without any serious reason I ADD an hour... HE SCREAMS even more. for about an hour. then he comes to me asnd says.. CAN I REad a book for an hour so you can take few of those minutes away??? hahaha... I just tell him. YES you can, BUT, you have to stop asking in every 4 minutes.. HOW MUCH MORE TIME DO I HAVE LEFT???

Gabriel is super cool.. :):):):)
TOnight he asked me about REgina. Few questions. HE wanted to hear story about when Gabriel was born and we brought him home from hospital.. REgina was very upset. she started crying ( at 22 months) and told us to Take Gabriel back to hospital... SHE was really, really , really upset. SHe cried, and cried, and cried . But then she got used to Idea that Gabriel is not going away, and she was fine ever sense... Every time I tell this story to Gabriel he starts laughing. He thinks it is super funny. He asks WHy Regina did not like him... I told Gabriel, you were tiny wrinkled screaming and stinky thing... WHy do you think she did not like you at first. hehe... That makes Gabriel laugh even more... hehe..
I love seeing Gabriel happy:) He gets very creative and imaginative when he is happy. I don't have to force him to do things he does not really like to do.. HE just does them without complaining... ..

ANyway., things are ok. Nick is finally coming home. I miss him. I really do. I have not seen him since January 1st. It is very hard , since it is NEW year for us and NEW beginning for us. I just hope that from now on everything gets better and better :)


Patty said...

Hope Nick is home soon so the three of you can have a small celebration. Happy Valentines day early. My 46 year old niece is having a double mastectomy on Feb. 18th. any little prayer or thought for her would be gratefully appreciated. Her name is Sherry. Give Gabriel a big hug and kiss.

Patty said...

Did I remember to say Happy Valentines Day?

Tiffani said...

what a great post! so glad you are doing as well as you are. i am guess regina would want it that way.

Kathy said...

Steven flipped out when he got to the hospital and saw me with a bracelet on my arm and the hospital gown. He held Sean in the hospital, but that first night my sister spent the night at our house with Steven and Doug and I stayed in the hospital with Sean. If I had it to do over I think I would have worked out a way for Steven to stay with us or something, I know he felt left out.

When we came home the next morning with Sean, Steven was at preschool. When he got home the very first thing he said was, "Where's Sean?"

And so was born their love/hate relationship. Hugs to you, I hope also that everything gets better and better, EVEN IF that requires you moving to China.

kassmuniz said...

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