14 years ago , on september 19th, 1999, after 24 hours of intense labor ,4.07 AM I gave birth to my 7 lb Daughter Regina Melody. I thought we all would live happily ever after. Little did I know that almost 5 years later our lives would change forever. I had to grow up overnight and take charge. She fought hard for almost 6 years and not once , NOT ONCE she complained that she did not want to do it anymore... Even few days before her passing she told me , she does not want to die. And I would never forget those words. I was screaming inside, but instead I told her. It is ok. I love you. I will always love you. It is ok to let go...
I miss her . Time has not heeled any wounds, I have just learned to live with it. I have learned to live without her but I remember ...
Today would be her 14th birthday, but for us she is forever 10, forever happy, forever free...
I miss you Regina Melody. You changed my life...
Forever in my heart.
